Yes, how time flies right? I remember just a while back I was thinking of ways to celebrate the Chinese New Year (which was in February or so) and suddenly, it is September already. Another 3 more months and it is the end of the year. I often wonder how is it that we continue our everyday lives without realizing that times really flies. And how many of us realize that soon, we will be old(er) and will have tons of regrets? Have you wanted to do something when you were young but till now, you still didn’t do it yet? What have you accomplished throughout the years? And the most important of all, what the hell have you done?

For me, it’s simple. Nothing much. I am by naturally lazy and if I am not pushed, I will not do anything. In fact, if I wasn’t so crazy about beer and wine, I would not even have purchased the home brewing kit either. Perhaps I love alcohol too much eh? And for my sites, I wanted them to be visited by thousands and thousands of visitors everyday by writing useful and very much sought after articles and editorials. But till now, I have not written a really good or even remotely interesting article. And in my private life, I have yet accomplished nothing significant. It’s the same old boring go home after work kind of schedule that no one really envies. And worst of all, most of the time, I stay home on the Saturdays and Sundays. No, I don’t cry myself to sleep every night. I am not that kind of person who gets so emotional and think of suicide and suffer from depression and shit. Yes, just plain laziness and simply “bochaps”. If only I was a little more hardworking, a little more inspired and a little more disciplined, I am pretty sure that I would have done much better in life. Well, it seems I was dealt with a poor hand and I accept that.

And yes, another year is about to go by. I have this feeling that I am going nowhere fast. Not even my career is going anyway. I am still stuck in the same old job, the same old place and earning the same old salary.